Healers Who Can't Stop Fixing ...love the wrong people.

Hi Ann Marie..
My name is Kelsi, June 27th. {real name protected}

The following are my questions: 

Thanks for your order of a reading. I will be honest about what I see and keep it to the basics.

E-mail Reading - 40.00

1. What are my main obstacles holding me back right now in my life? 

You are seen supportive of people and very receptive to others feelings and opinions. The most difficult block is that you are tired of being there for others when they aren't there for you.  You begin to feel protective and silently angry.   You may find your self hiding your light as you get blocked with anticipation of how much you will go out of your way and left.  This creates self pity or bitterness.

Further Explanation On This: You are the wise one, and often lost souls are attracted to your non threatening contemplative nature.  You are like the parent they never had.  Yet as awesome as they see your healing open nature to them.....they treat you like a recovery hospital.  You are Dr Love.   Once healed they fly away empowered, and you feel weighted with sorrow. That wasn't supposed to happen! 


HOW DOES THIS BLOCK YOU?


To feel consumed with rejection or loneliness is a block. You must learn that the faces in a crowd always look up to the illusive person who is somehow "untouchable."  In other words....it is not your job to bring lost souls home with you.  It is your job to nurture, serve and love, yes, but these are the wrong people to allow your heart to get close to.  At this point you are making the mistake of the mentor falling in love with the protegee, or the teacher with the student. 


SERVICE TO OTHERS, CAN TURN TO "EMPOWERMENT" .....AS, ALWAYS YOU WILL FIND AN ABUNDANCE OF BROKEN PEOPLE WHO NEED YOU. {to a point}


Broken or Depressed people look for healers and those who will dry their tears.  They may even bring gifts of thankfulness, or place an apple on your table.  This is beautiful.  However understand that when we go to the Dr when we are sick,  few of us want a close relationship with our Dr.  We just want to be healed.  The same goes for loving broken  emotional people.  


CLEAN OR WHITE SAGE YOUR DESIRE TO USE HEALING AS A WAY TO GET FRIENDS OR LOVE PARTNERS.  IT WILL BLOCK YOUR JOY ....AND WHEN THEY FLY AWAY.....YOU WILL FEEL HURT, DRAINED OR USED.







2. What does the universe want me to focus on right now in my life? 

Come back to yourself. What does that mean?

•  Support your highest goals with action. {Do not put them off to always be there for others instead.} 
• Be generous to yourself.   There is something within you that truly wants your attention.  Fix it.  Be generous to you in the discipline of health, fresh air, learning new things that interest you.  Do it for YOU.   
• When ever you have a good day, or block the desire to run to another instead of fixing whats going on within You......give gratitude to the Universe.  Give gratitude that in improving and attending to your highest good, you have more wisdom and mentoring to offer others.  Steer away from being a "false prophet" by following your own advice. Love those you rescue with boundaries. Honor and show appreciation for your inner circle, those that stand behind you when you are wounded.
• MOST OF ALL ALLOW OTHERS TO NURTURE YOU.....you will be loved more for doing this!

What comes through on this is COMMUNICATION and GRATITUDE.  It is easy to see your self as a mentor for others, and that you feel you, the friend to all, are becoming the loneliest of all. 

• Don't let your self over compromise out of guilt.  Remember that its OK to communicate and show gratitude as a mentor or healer.  Always.  But your true friends will want you to show faults, cry, and be vulnerable at times.  Your true friends need to be needed.
• Your private relationships should be with only those who have earned you. Never give your self away free or over compromise.  Sadly, it is rarely appreciated by those who did not ask you to. 
• There has to be emotional 50-50.  If you feel you are selling your self short, and at the point of hiding your disappointment with others, you will turn bitter. 
• Your Communication and Gratitude are your gifts. {But because one has the gift of running does not mean they should to run in place in every room they are standing in. .  Or because one has the gift of Reiki touch, does not mean one should heal everyone they see. Believe me!  It won't be appreciated. Save your gifts for the times that are appropriate and appreciated.

3. Where do you see my life going in the next year? Where should my concentration be focused on? 


It is important to remember that the future is changeable with your wise actions.  I see this as a Zen Enlightenment year for you.  When this happens, meditation and reflection can get you back to your self. 

• You may see old friends hold you back this year..  They don't want you to change.  
• Refuse to let others hold back your personal growth.  
• Remeber, To old friends your personal growth may feel like rejection.  Communicate and show them gratitude.  That alone is enough.

4. What can you tell me about my relationships (love life) wise as this current time?  
Since you have not given me a name to read on I will just look at the word Love in reference to you.

Beware of the roller coaster love   You need and deserve consistency.

• Your reading indicates that at this time you are not seen happily in love.
• There is a strong sense you need to completely stay away from  partners of low ambition
• There is a strong sense that you need to stay away from partners that say they will do things for you and then back out.